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Life's been good this past few weeks.
Lotsa new, thrilling, fun-filling activities.
Made new friends, reacquainted old ones. Got closer to some.
...
wait. got closer to some? (-__-")
k, now am freakin' out. call me weird, call me superstitious, but i had this taboo of mine - if i got TOO close wif sumbody, there's a chance that we might be far apart sumday...mostly the female acquaintances...
take example ;
my EX-es (well, this is tOo easy rite? rare to find ex-es to be as close as they used to be)
marie d'lulish (used to be my pen-pal from canada. we send each other lotsa mails, xchange stories, pictures, we even planned on visiting each other when we hav d time n money. but then sumthg happen n we lost contact juz like dat. weird)
sofia d'gorgeous (well, em, this has sum connection wif one of my ex-es. we were best buddies. thou we argue a lot bout things, debated on lotsa issues, she wuz my ex's pet sis n i didnt notice dat til d day she call me n wuz angry wif me for not tellin her dat am wif her pet sis, we get along well. but...i guess sumtimes to a keep a friendship is to let ur fren fall cuz of their own mistake? cuz i did d other way, remind her bout the mistake she's making,tried to save her n now we dun talk or contact each other at all. hell hath no fury like a woman scorn? wtv)
kak fika (well, how to put this...if u were so close wif sumone u feel the urge to be a part of em so much n when it fails, u end up feelin disappointed in urself - still workin on it)
my UiTM dorm n classmates (not much to say, but i wuznt there to make frens newayz...juz to fulfil my dad's order. kinda like sayin' they're juz tools for assignments n daily campus life - i kno, sounds bad iznt it? trust me, i dun like myself in those 3 years either...)
my practical colleagues (same as above, they're juz there so i wont feel bad bout myself duin sumthing i dun like. sorry guys)
miss sugartown (hoho...am sure whether she cld read diz but i did hav sum feelings for her in d first few months we got re-acquainted. we share lotsa problems together but then i led myself the wrong way. went out for a movie once n since then i think the connection began to fade - or maybe cuz she wuz gettin busier wif her training hence we got lil time to chat n all - n yeah, still workin on it)
lady luv joe (we roll to work together, we had fun n games together, we were so close people even tot i wuz his brother...now he's workin faraway we rarely hang out)
and lotsa more people i think i might share wif u guys if i wanted to next time.
but hey, this doesnt mean dat i'll stop being close to the people around me now - its juz an early precaution dat if i'd suddenly disappear or being cold to u guys for awhile it means am taking a break so i cld catch up wif u guys later. am a commit-a-phobe - sumtimes. (-___-")
p/s: i still believe am the CORE of all the bad things that happened in my life
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